Tatyana Snezhina: Ah, if only... (Eng. sub) - Татьяна Снежина: Ах, если б... (
Bird, bird, magpie bird... I feel like, if something happens, this will be what I have to say for February 14, St. Valentine's Day. I have no idea if I'm a mess, but controlling heart and randomly going to dates with people who I'd not trust is not a game, and is proven to be hard if not impossible. So I'm staying 'alone', with something in my heart, something rather quite precious that makes me if not happiest (Because scenarios! 'What if this did come true, it'd be the best world ever...) then at least feeling like my life wasn't entirely in vain, despite my dream crashed hard, but at least I had them and they are somewhere, not just fiction, but real. So yeah, this something isn't cartoons or characters, because I'm not made for that. I don't feel for characters this way, and I'm very sorry that I'm very jealous since... I do wish I'd be showered with infinite tenderness the same way. I wish I could feel loving hugs and not just imagine them. I wish I could be where I belong, on the right place, and then, my mission would be done and me leaving this world some time after wouldn't be as sad as it is in my mind due to being so lonely and not being part of greatest ever family. ...Oh, right, magpies, serving as true symbol, but we actually mean people by these symbols... You can guess that I'm deeply grateful for everything. And early congratulations to people who have very important goals met, of course. :3 Keep your dreams, reach your goals, be with your beloveds.
Bird, bird, magpie bird... I feel like, if something happens, this will be what I have to say for February 14, St. Valentine's Day. I have no idea if I'm a mess, but controlling heart and randomly going to dates with people who I'd not trust is not a game, and is proven to be hard if not impossible. So I'm staying 'alone', with something in my heart, something rather quite precious that makes me if not happiest (Because scenarios! 'What if this did come true, it'd be the best world ever...) then at least feeling like my life wasn't entirely in vain, despite my dream crashed hard, but at least I had them and they are somewhere, not just fiction, but real. So yeah, this something isn't cartoons or characters, because I'm not made for that. I don't feel for characters this way, and I'm very sorry that I'm very jealous since... I do wish I'd be showered with infinite tenderness the same way. I wish I could feel loving hugs and not just imagine them. I wish I could be where I belong, on the right place, and then, my mission would be done and me leaving this world some time after wouldn't be as sad as it is in my mind due to being so lonely and not being part of greatest ever family. ...Oh, right, magpies, serving as true symbol, but we actually mean people by these symbols... You can guess that I'm deeply grateful for everything. And early congratulations to people who have very important goals met, of course. :3 Keep your dreams, reach your goals, be with your beloveds.